sleepless nights,
no incidents no fights,
run to work, always late.
leave at night, after a long wait.
not much work, not much pay
not seen the sun for many a day.
always trying to muster the will to change
but a numbing day of work-no-work leaves you dazed
if you think, you feel panicky and upset
If you don't, you regret
you yearn for something you don't really want
you wait for something you know wont come
are you happy? no. are you sad? no
just wrestling with a elusive and invisble foe
